want and need

actually i want to finish some books i bought last year. there is no chance for me to finish them. one of the books, i just read about 3 pages. ALAMAK.... what to do? these books are the books i want to finish but not need to finish.

the books i need to finish are:

too many notes and books already. a photo cannot muat...

haiz....................

DAY? NIGHT?

anyone can tell me what is the time now?
i cannot different when is day and when is night already?
time suppose to sleep, i'm awake and surfing the net or study;
time suppose to awake, i sleep sweetly with my lovely pillow.

i don't want this kind of life. i hate this kind of life. i want my normal life back.

i want wake up on 7 and sleep before 11.
i want study at least 3 hours per day.
i want exercise for half an hour per day.
i want eat heahtly.
i want to have enough time to enjoy my favourite shows.

why everything i want but i cannot make it comes true.
maybe it is time to CHANGE....

谋杀案

你这天杀的死臭狗！人家没得罪你，你为什么杀死它？？？
它才五个月大而已，还是个小宝宝。它还没看清这花花世界就死在你的利牙之下！！！
小猫只是站在路边，什么也没做。你就冲过去把它咬死。妈的！我气得想拿扫把，扫醒你。

你的主人什么也没做。就眼睁睁地看着你把小猫要死。你咬着小猫不放，你主人才匆匆忙忙把你拉开。你把小猫丢到一旁就和主人摇摇屁股逃走了。可怜的小猫，挣扎了几下，断气，死了。

你可知道母猫有多伤心吗？它呆在它猫儿尸体旁，不愿离去，仿佛期盼着它的孩子会复活。

我因为你的没良心主人在旁，什么也不能做。站在屋后，目睹了整个案情经过。

阿弥陀佛！小猫，希望你的早日到达西方极乐世界，伴着佛祖，不要再投胎做猫了。

王八蛋死臭狗，你给我记住。因果报应，你终有一天会天谴的！！！

BBQ 20/9/2009

fire, fire, fire!!!

walao... what makes both of you laughing so happy? your mouth can put inside an elephant lo...

rupa-rupanya, 'ham sap' each other.... @_@

Loo Wei (plays as a Guard)：“还不参见皇上？？？不然可要灭九族！！！”

Mei Shi and Kar Hung (citizen)：“皇上万岁！万岁！万万岁！！！贱民为皇上拨凉。请皇上息怒……”

Loo Wei: "what happend to this girl? her hair so short!"

Mei Shi: "i don't know? but i think gals must have long hair like me. see, i'm so pretty!"

Boon Keong: "HAHAHA!!! are you kidding me?"

Kar Hung: "har??? i think short hair also ok what..."

hey! you want UP? or DOWN?

Lily: "HEY, BOY!!! don't play play ar! if not, i'll kick your ass"

Hung: " HEHEHEH... come lar! you think i scare you ar?"

YEAH!!! FINALLY, 全家福

2 persons in class

today just pei ying and i were the only two who present in class. the others take their holiday earlier. this feeling was so nice. you can study in class so quiet and so concentrate. although just chemistry teacher did some revision with us, but we think that her explanation was so lousy. it is better if she don't want to teach, we can do our math t 2 practice.

then, after finish some math questions. i was started to feel boring. some more, i tried to find its solution for half an hour but also failed. then, i went to bio class and played monopoly. it was so fun. it had been long time i didn't play this game. although some people said us that we are very 'kanak-kanak', but we don't care.

as a conclusion, school also can be very fun. so, please don't skip school, ok? you are no longer can study in secondary school...

Thank You

thanks for the support and thanks for taking care of me.
i'm OK now. i believe everything will be fine soon.

MY LIFE IS SUCKS

yes, my life is sucks. so many unhappy things happened around me. i can do nothing to them. i hate this feeling.
ANYONE CAN TEACHES ME HOW TO SHOO THIS FEELING AWAY?

i need a break. i have to get away. just get me out from here.
why humans don't have wings?
why humans like to get themselves in trouble?
why humans have a brain to think but cannot use it properly?

can three of you sit down and have a nice talk? please don't yell! talk in proper way. please use your most tender voice, not the voice from hell. please behave as your age!!! i don't get it! you are adult, should know how to clean up this mess, but you just act like an ostrich.
I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

失望

曾经给我带来许多欢乐的圣约翰，现在我只想逃避他。
每一次出席活动时，我总是兴奋不已。现在，我先回家多过留下。

没有心学习的人，我想他们走，别妨碍我们的教导。
没有心学习的人，你们可以不出席吗？
没有心学习的人，你们可知道如何写尊重吗？

我不想见到你们了。
我知道你们也恨透我……
但是，是你们的态度令我很不满意。
难怪老师们都会骂你们“biadap"，说的一点也没错。


下一次的活动将是我最后一次的出席。
希望看不到你们！！！

emo....

终于考完试考了！今晚我大概可以安枕入眠吧？试考这几个星期以来，我都在失眠。不是熬夜读书，而是心太烦，太乱了。担心不会做问卷、担心考不好、担心粗心、担心方程式背不牢、等等。“烦恼都是自找的”这句话果然不假。

第一天，考Pengajian Am paper 1和paper 2。这科我还应付得来。我想应该拿到不俗的成绩吧？

第二天，考化学paper 1和paper2。这可是要了我的命！对我来说还蛮难的。为了应付这一科，我读了大约四天的化学。老师老早改好了。我才得到C+， 2.33 而已。心里难免有些失望。回头看看自己的错误才发现我的physical 和 inorganic chemistry 不是很熟悉。在这几题，我连一般的分数也拿不到。反而organic我可以拿蛮高分的。现在是时候多加以温习不熟的地方，还要多做练习。STPM我要拿B以上！！！

第三天，考物理paper 1。我很痛恨我自己。为什么不把答案查多几遍？为什么不把理论背熟一点？我回家再检查我的答案，竟然有些题目是我大意犯错了！无望了……唯有在第二张纸紧追分数了。

第四天，考math T paper 1。回答问题前，我把问题看了一遍。然后，我心想：“我完蛋了！”问题很有挑战性。第一次有种感觉这张纸不会拿很高分。有一题四分的，我完全不会做，我放弃了。五分的graph我也粗心画错了，连带关系，下面的问题也跟着错了。还有很多题都在怀疑自己有没有做对。唉！

第五天，考物理paper 2。他妈的！这张纸更难。有一题整九分我放弃了。A部分我大概大概的填写我的答案。B部分我则是求着老师老糊涂把我的答案都该对。这张纸，再见了。

第六天，最后一张纸，math T paper 2。众所皆知，这张纸根本不是人回答的。我是人……

我的stpm该如何是好？神啊！请赐我力量吧！！！

在这之前，假期要来临了！大家玩得开心点吧！

想念

不懂这些画的人可能摸不着脑袋吧？

只有去过国民服务的人才懂的！！！
好想念那些时光哦！

我在 CB4 的作品。

我和组员一起合作构思，一起画，一起上色。

然后，我们一起上前去呈现我们的组。

“COKELAT”

我的主意，大家赞成，因为我们都是巧克力爱好者！！！

我们的口号虽然是抄袭的，但是我们还很喜欢。

因为在众多组中，我的组有华语。

“ kami bukan kanak-kanak, kami adalah 冠军！”

哈哈哈！

朋友，你们还好吗？

我……

我好想念你们……

mr. hate-able

i know many people hate me.
i know many people say that i very LC.
i know many people say that i come from another planet.
i know many people say me that i'm very weird.

i don't care how they look upon me.
i just do my job.
i'm not pro, i'm not anything.

respect and serious is all what i need.
if you don't know anything about these, sorry, i'm sure dislike you too.
nobody loves to stay back to teach barbarians.
nobody likes when is time to serious but someone fooling around.

maybe we need time to learn each other.
but before i follow your way, please follow mine.
if you don't want,sure can.
proof me that i'm wrong.


GET IT???