at least, it's much better than last time i worked as croupier.
this job is easier and more relax
Again back to Genting for the part time job. This time, I am a S.P.A (sales & promotion assistant), but still under casino. Ha ha ha…
Last time I was so excited when I know that I got a job, croupier in Genting. This time, I don’y know why I just want to finish my job faster and go back home. I hope time can flies faster so that I can go back to USM continue my study. When I reach here, I have a weird feeling. This feeling is same as like time I worked as a croupier. It’s very hard to describe. Lonely + sad + happy + blah blah blah. I think at least 70% is relieved. I feel so relieved when I resigned the job as a croupier. Frankly, deed inside my heart, I hate that job. This job made me no life. I such a active person, I cannot just having a life that sleep, eat and work. Furthermore, it’s likes no friend at here. Damn lonely. Sometime, I want to find a person to have talk also doesn’t have.
Last, today is 21/7/2011, the 2nd day I’m in Genting.
p/s: to somebody... i know grammer mistakes....
I got a chance to taste win and lose.
When our boat takeovers the other boats, I feel good; When our boat is the last, what is in my mind is MORE POWER, FOCUS!!! YOU CAN DO IT. I must go all out when in the competition, I don’t want to feel regret when get on the board. As long as my boat is not the last, I will do anything for it. It’s very sad when lost but I still have to suck it up and move on.
SUKMA, I can represent Penang; MASUM, I can represent USM. Wow~~~ It’s such a big gift for me. I never dream that I can participate in such huge sport events. I feel so proud of myself. All my seniors, course mates and old friends sent their wish to our team. I was damn touched. Although they are working or studying, they still remember me.
Last but not least……1, 2, 3, ROW!
Now, it’s already July. I have stopped the rowing training for a week already. I start to miss everyone. Although the training is very boring, (forgive me to use boring again), but at least I gain a healthy body and my fitness. Every mornings and evenings, I got you guys go to Rumah Kayak for the training together. It’s better than now doing nothing at home. I think the 6 packs (I know I don’t have it) will become 3 layers. I don’t know when I get back to USM still can pull the machine for 1000m or not?
Honestly, the rowing really gains me a lot of things. I still remember that Uncle had asked me a question when in UKM (SUKMA).
Uncle: “Wan Cina, what you have learned from rowing???”
Me: “Erm…. A lot lor…..”
I was not in the condition. Furthermore, I was not in a good mode. I just simply answered Uncle. Sorry Uncle.
Besides the physical things, allowances and many free gifts, I got a chance to go other universities. I had been UIAM, UKM and UPM. Before this, I always wonder what other universities look liked? Is it almost likes USM??? After visited these Us, I found that USM still the best. Hostel’s room quite big, free internet, convenient and it’s near to town. The toilets are clean and in good condition (I mean IK only).Frankly, I’m scare of indoor rowing machine. Each times when Su asks us to take out the machine, I feel like want to run away. 1000m already makes me breathless; 2000m makes me feel like want to die. After pulled the machine, the legs will pain like hell, sometimes I cannot feel my arms. Ha ha ha…. I’m weak. As time passed, I’m no more fear to the machine but nervous. Thanks to you guys supports… Hamdan, Fattah, Wan cox, Kimi, Mariam, Mia and others, thank you very much. Friendship is what I received when training.