半纯真

我的坏情绪又来了。现在觉得全世界都是灰色，觉得我很孤单。朋友我是有的，但打开手机的通讯录，才发现我没有人可以毫无忧虑地去谈心事。算了吧

也许我太过保护我自己，我总是觉得应该与周围的人保持一段的距离，这样才能真正“我不犯人人，人人不犯我”。童年的阴影，青少年的不堪回忆，让我很难很难再去很自然地交朋友。尺厚的冰墙，不透露自己底细的面具，使我必备的防身武器。

加上我说话超直，很容易得罪人。我想很多人都在我的背后打我小人吧？从中二认识至今的朋友说我这人说话很直，该说得都说，不该说得也说。她还把我归类“半纯真”，说我不会想也不是，说我会想也不是。也许她是对的，我就是半纯真，半成熟。

parliament + mid valley part 2

parliament... luckily i took this photo earlier because when we came out it was raining

can u see??? if cannot, pls look the photo below.

three shock faces.....

the ugly me in the air...

SMKM F4

Mid Valley

my dinner -soup



extra kimchi.

fried kimchi and rice

jason's dinner. he gave all his vegetables to ham dy.

ham's dinner

keong's dinner

parliament + mid valley

yesterday went to visit our parliament with my schoolmates.

at parliament, it was really boring.

saw some politicians, quite excited. thought they will fight, but nope. plus, not many people while the conference progressing.

took our lunch at there, their foods just ok. not special at all.

then, a guy wanted to meet us. don't what's his name already. what i know he is the Temerloh 议员. he asked us to add him at our facebook and said a lot of useless things. finally, took a photo with him, then bye bye.

unfortunately, raining dog and cat outside. we forced to wait the bus come inside while Cikgu Khalid applying the permission to let the bus drive inside the area of parliament. failed also. we had to run to our bus. i was wet.

Museum trip had cancel due to time problem. straight away, we went to Mid Valley. i been there several time. boys wanted to change our clothes inside the bus, but the Malay girls insisted to change their clothes inside bus. sighed, then we let them the bus lo. but i wonder why they got guts to change their outfit in bus.

then, boon keong, jason, ham, boon lip, kar jon and i walked together. we went to cinema first and bought tickets. we watched "cloudy with a chance of meat balls" (3D). the ticket seller told us the movie will start at 4.35pm. while waiting, we went to walk around mid valley. mean time, i went to the weight machine. surprised, i'm 65.4 kg!!!

when 4.35pm, keong took out the tickets and said the movie already started on 4.00pm sharp. oh my god!!! it means we only can watch 2/3 parts of the movie. actually, it quite interesting. i don't why jon slept inside the cinema. i had to shake him to call him wake up. it was the first time i watch 3D because i not interested in watching movie. but after this time, i think i will slowly love watching movie.

then, we went to toilet and we met tan actor, xie jia jian in toilet. my god, he's so tall, fit and handsome.since ham wanted to buy breads, then we went to bakery shop. but he didn't buy anything at all.

later, we went to dinner at food court. i ate fried kimchi with rice. it was really nice. some more, i got 10% discount. hahaha

last but not least, shopping time. jason bought a helicopter about rm 140. boon lip bought a model about rm35. kar jon bought a watch about rm 15. ham went to wild channel to bought him a new wallet. again, kar jon bought a souvenir. but what kar jon bought is not for him, all is for li chen. i just bought two breads which only rm3.40 for today breakfast.

finally, go home.... since ham and i cannot sleep, we chatted a lot. it was help to ease my headache.

THE END~~~

scare

tik tok tik tok tik tok...
STPM is coming and i feel damn scare....
everything is not ready. everything still a mess...
help help! i need help. help me increase my IQ to 180...

just photos

see... everyone doing their part.... nice!


erm... good good good


guys... sit properly la..

Deepavali

yes, is DEEPAVALI. finally cantake photo with Indian girl in silky sari.... haha

Sultan a po... so old, look at her neck. but her jewels more amazing, dunno is fake o not???

Sultan's cap. i wonder is it use gold thread to sew it or yellow colour thread???

see? a handsome so stand out among the crowd... thx for meng heng take tis for me.

actually i want to capture those Indian transditional musical instrutments, but got a uncle.....

Hey! that's my seat! let me in~~~~

is he Mr.Mano????

when sultan arrived, our teacher so exicited....

less people here... all want to see Sultan, touch his soft soft hand.

Bendera Kita!!!! Bendera Pahang

he sanggup stand under the big hot sun just wait for sultan... impress max

although Sultan already comes twice to Mentakab this year, but this is his first time comes to where i live, Taman Sri Layang. i feel so proud and graceful. the roads in Taman Sri Layang all fixed and on Sunday those Alam Flora workers also come and collect rubbish, one of them collect the rubbish at roadsides. got workers cleaning the main roads. got workers clean the weeds. WOW! taman sri layang becomes so clean!!!

i still dunno why they choose taman sri layang to celebrate Deepavali. you know, it not very near to the town. some more, no many people know Sultan will comes to Mentakab. the field they chose is just next to the septic. but is easy for me to go there, just right on the same street as my house.

this year, our Indian friends are so so rich. when 12.00 am sharp, they started to lighten up their fireworks and firecrackers. about 10 mins, house to house. sigh, pity me, cannot sleep, headache some more. but the sky is very beautiful. the next night, they doing thee same thing again. oh my god...noiser than CNY.

idiots!!!

recently, some teachers did some stupid things. some teachers said some idiot things. i think they affected by some kind of new disease, therefor they acting damn weird. for example,

Miss S (teaching chemistry)

1. my friend didn't do her homework. then, she said : " you don't know how to answer my question because you always skip school. look at your face, so many pimples. this is the result you didn't do my homework. if you do a lot of my homework and exercise, your face sure don't have pimples, even one."

( do exercises can make pimples less??? what is this theory?)

2. she gave us a test and wanted us sit two per table. of course, some didn't want to do and some will discuss. you know what was she doing when we trying answer the paper? she MSN with her friend (probably is her boyfriend). suddenly, she warned us don't try to copy because she can see what we are doing through her laptop's logo. i was really really really speechless.

( she thought we still three years old. she thought us don't know where's webcam placed? she don' know what she said making she looks more stupid)

Mr. T
he is a pretty nice teacher. i respect him. but! one day, he made me pissed off!!!

1. when PMR week, we exchanged classroom with 6BS1 students. they need phy lab for their experiment. after three periods, we have to back to phy lab for math. i was the first who arrived phy lab and i heard Mr. T chatting with 6BS1. Mr. T said to 6BS1 : " if you all just play in this half year and didn't study hard, you all will follow upper six's footstep ( means us, 6AS1) fail all the paper."

(what!!! i can't believe he will say that. it's hurt!!! )

Mr. L

1. when he gave us STPM 2007 paper as pratice, he said : " you all are physics students, right? why your class phy and math 's result damn poor? how you failed you papers? you didn't study? and what happened with you all chemistry? 10 persons failed? how many students in phy class? why? why?"
then, he repeating asked us why?

(he is not encourage us to work harder. he is not giving us hints to score better result. he is not helping us. he is enjoying to be mean!!!)

Pn. R

1. she showing our class's result everywhere likes she wants to prove my class is useless.

(hating on her)


as a conclusion, my class 's result is not good, but we are humans, we still have self-esteem. please don't do these to us. we are not dog.

random again

sometime, i hate myself. when having gathering with old friends, i have no topic to talk with them. i just keep quite and looking them laughing and chatting. i wonder why? is it am i too shy???

sometime, i hate myself. i'm like wearing a mask 24 hours and never put it off. i want to take off it, but i can't. leaving it likes i'm a turtle without a shell. at a same time, i feel i'm very fake.

just simply write... bye

random

Again, it's late in night and i still in front of computer. i feel some disappointed to myself, i should on bed and go to school tomorrow (although i have decided to skip school tomorrow).

recently, i'm quite busy. no busy doing study but for my emotion. it was a mess. i think i should go to be a monk for a couple of weeks to calm my heart. maybe is the invisible pressure turns me lazy. it's time to fight and not rest, wan meng hawl.

for the study, i think i doing quite well except physics and math t paper 2. they are very tough, man. i not very understand the theories and i cannot apply the formula and the concepts well. what should i do??? i bought a lot of exercises and i started to finish them. hope it might help me to score very very good result.

got a 'friend', really Mr.hate-able . nobody likes him. then, i start to feel sympathy to him. he really need to change his attitude. with his now attitude is no way to get a bright future.

got a friend, Mr.baby. he has to study hard. i hope that i can see him study university. don't always traps in your bad emo, ok?

got a friend, miss love-able. math, i don't know how to help you. you know that you quite weak in math. sometime, i thought you have no basic at all. luckily, you very hardworking. i wish your hardworking can contribute its result when the exam.

got a friend, Mr. mai dou. you really have to work hard. you have a lot of works to be done. i wish a day got 48 hours for you. but in reality, that is impossible.

got a friend, Mr. Damn-serious-in-everything. i hope you can take this exam as serious as you can. for now, i just see you fooling around. this is not good.

and everyone, a very good morning from me.

iHasta la Vista

因为乱七八糟，所以……

半夜清醒中的我，还不想入睡。
想找人谈天，却没有对象；
想骂人，却没有仇家。

风平浪静的日子，淡然无味的日子，却享受和平的感觉。

空白的白纸，待我填上黑字。
看是满满的脑袋，却一片空白。

。
写些什么，不知道我再写什么。
知道什么，也不想知道我在写什么。
乱写一通。

因为坚持原则，所以我看起来很凶。
因为我不喜欢被人支配，所以有时我霸道。

人人恨我，我气人人。
人人爱我，我爱无人。

乱七八糟！！！