assignment, quiz, test n exam stress

frankly, i dun hav to write how stress am i here. i believe tat you all also feeling the same thing i feel. i dunno how you guys release ur tension but plz dun keep telling me to relax. Bro, i'm not U. i feel like it's a shame tat u take the tasks easy.

i dunno do u care bout ur result. but wat u all show to me is tat u all totally dun care wat the result u get. u all always said "rezeki, rezeki". if you dunno pay the effort hardly, do ur God will pay off u should not earn? i hate whn gt ppl said "InsyaAllah", u know? it's means like tis is not my fault if i din get good result, it's not my time to get it. "tak ade rezeki", "mase tu blom sampai", "InsyaAllah, aku kan dapt" wat the heck, is tis?

i'm tension, i'm stress coz i'm care. i dunno how care u guys to ur result but i'm sure i take it more serious than u guys!!!

where is my heart?

i really want to study. the test is just few more days and the exam is just around the corner. when i open the book and take my pen, my brain will stucks soon. i also don't know why??? my back is pain, my neck is feeling uncomfortable. what happened to me? is it the last pt i hurt myself? yesterday i went to cooking. i nearly cut my finger, luckily, it was just my finger nail. now, my finger nail lost a edge already. when eating dinner, i accidently bite my tounge. OMG.... never mind... now, the problem is how to make me concentrate in study????

满足感

花了很长的时间，我终于完成了KFT功课了！！！
好有满足感哦~~~

可能懒惰了很久，突然花了五个小时（可能以上吧？）完成了它，我真的很爽雷~~~

第一次为了它，一边读，一边做功课到一点多，我真的怀疑这是不是我？？？

平常我最迟12点半就要睡了。今天竟然迟睡觉！！！KFT，你真伟大……

我很累……

天天看着那堆书，看到我都闲。

不看又不可以。

看又不是，不看又不是。

烦！！！

若我能有过目不忘的超能力就好了……

失败的我

我不知道为什么人家可以一读书就可以读很久？

而我呢？读上两个小时就很好了？三个小时一定是我的状态超好的。

每次，两个小时一到，惰性就来了。躺下，唱歌一下，串门子一下。

半个小时后回来书桌前，我的mood讲拜拜了……

sorry

上一次，po了篇很不开心的文章。我删除了……

那只不过是一时的冲动，火遮眼，一个很幼稚的行为。在此，我向各位道歉了。

我的不成熟让各位担心了，对不起。

不过，我会答应自己我会过得好好的！！！

p/s: 谁看过我上次的blog就忘了吧……我不把它放在心上了，那你有何谓把它记住呢？