when i'm sick...

1. i like people place their hand on my forehead.
2. i like to eat sweet.
3. i like to drink soup.
4. i like to sleep
5. i like to take a lot of apples and oranges

• i hate doctor.
• i hate rice.
• i hate TV
• i hate i have no energy.
• i hate study

Reflection

Look at me, you may think you see who I really am.
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see if I wear a mask I can fool the world ,but I can not fool my heart
Who is that boy I see staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart and what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart and be loved for who I am

Who is that boy I see staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time
When will my reflections show who I am inside?
When will my reflections show who I am inside?

JaRaK

setiap kali bertemu dengan mu, kian ku rasa sepi.
jarak yang ku rasa.
kita hidup dalam dunia yang berbeza, topik kita tidak lagi sama.
makin ku cuba pendekkan jarak kita, jarak kita makin jauh.
mungkin kita telah berubah, kita bukan kita yang dahulu....
tapi....
dalam hatiku masih berharap semua ni boleh mula sekali lagi.

present life

0635 leave my home sweet home to school.

0730 school starts

1010 break and go to see the mouse which will die tomorrow

1030 continue study

1350 lunch break

1440 phy extra class

1545 class end and go back home

1605 reach my house, bath and take my bag to chemistry tuition class

1625 leave my home again

1700 tuition class starts

1855 class end and go home

1930 reach my home ( YEAH!!!)

2010 writing blog




later SLEEP!!!!!

i'm tired

man, i'm so tired. my having a headache now, but later still got chemistry class with Kak Su. damn. everyday, i leave my home about 6.35am and back to my home about 4.30pm. can u image? leave your home sweet home in dark and back to your home when the sky getting darker. where is my personal life?

no time for nap, not enough time time spend with family and my dog, no time for television and Internet, no mood for exercise and most important feel damn damn tired when doing revision after 8. tonnes of homework with exhausted brain. i don't know how to continue my this 'normal' life???

i'm finding someway to adapt it. somebody please tell me how to do???

p/s: in computer lab writing blog

i'm dying....

1. i'm wasting my time meaningless


2. i still tried to lose my weight


3. recently, i sleep very early. about 1am in the morning


4. i like to eat rubbish foods


5. i eat less rice


6. i getting reject to meat


7. everyday i dreaming to be a top model


8. i torture my family's ears


9. the air is bad.


10. phys, chemistry and math are killing my brain cells

TM streamyx/ Kael

3 days didn't online already. you know why? just because of some stupid internet setting problem. just 10 minutes they already fixed my problem. then, why they just 2 days to do thier shit procedure things? kept me waiting for 2 days for what???

GERAM BETUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kael, sorry about your news. your masters are very sad today. they received your news peacefully, but i know, you know they are not ok. don't worry, time will fix every problems. so, you can leave now... maybe you can rebirth and be with them again. God bless you.....

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01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
答:I think cannot. After so many things happened between two persons, I think I hard to get back a friend friendship.

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？
答: hard to descried. Erm.. I hope I can get trust and he or she can always be with me.

03.最近最鬱悶的事？
答: sure about exam stuff. I’m thinking how to improve myself to score the highest as I can.

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？
答: too serious and sometime to responsible. sometime i think i push myself way too far. hate it!!!

05.金钱与家人你会选者什么？
答: are you kidding me? Family, of couse!

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點？
答:smart, social and reliable.

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？
答: a smartest brain in the world.

08.你的夢想是什麼？
答:to be a world top model

09.喜欢现在的生活吗？
答:nope... i know it can be better.

10. 你最受不了什么人？
答:a lots, man. you named it, you got it.

11.什么人是你最欣賞的？
答:Kind-hearted.

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？
答:erm... when NS go up stage and sing a song with my friends in front of 300++ people? now, i regret, i think i should sing solo. 2)erm... sing with my idol in his concert.

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？
答: yes. it's one of my dream. i want to travel the every piece of the earth. i know, one of my friends having a same dream with me. now, she getting to Taiwan, but me still here.

16.如果有男/女友的你喜欢上另一个你心中的梦中情人，你会怎么做？
答:i won't let her go. if she want to leave, i will wish her happy forever. someday, if she wants to come back to me, i'll accept.

17.喜欢怎样的另一半?
答:cute, sexy, strong, unique and most impostant confidence.

18.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答:i think RM150 will be enough.

19.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
答:beach!!! half casual outfit. sunshine, blue sea, white sand. Pulau Redang!!!

20.which part of your body you love most?
答:my jaw and my backside. hahaha!!! my jaw makes me looks strong. my backside makes me feel sexy!!!

21. 今年生日想收到什么礼物?
答:STPM can get pointer 4.0

22.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？
答:all ability that "Kyle XY" has

23.如果有来生，你希望自己会是一个什么样的人？
答:somebody in the world.

24.你最想去哪个国家??
答:Jermany

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