i dun understand

Traditional which is doesn't bring any benefits to me, shall i follow it? i was laid on my bed and think about this question before. obviously, what i thinking is totally different with our people. they think that the exist of this traditional surely got its own reason and got its own meaning. THE MAIN PROBLEM is i cannot accept things which is damn so abstract.

A fucking tiring and meaningless roll call proves nothing!!!

believe me, i sure would follow. what you want to do, carry on. things which is not wajib, i wont go