my 4th sem

lab lab lab
report report report
i wonder when can i study??? hahaha

部落格

当我用华语写部落格的时候，我的目的只有两个：

1）其它语言无法表达我的感受

2）我只想让懂华语的人读。

第四个学期了。刚刚结束了后备军为期两个星期的营，我就开学了。感觉上我都没休息过。没关系，这表示我没有虚度光阴。但才开学一个礼拜，周围的人就给了我一个挑战。很想不要去理他们，可是自己又过不了自己这关。只好藏在心里，默默地忍受。我不想给人看到我很脆弱。我不要想让我难堪的人看到我寝不安席的样子。人啊，总是要受到一些磨练才懂得成长。我需要在坚强一些。

the annual camp that i wish

i hope full cooperation from everyone including me...
i hope everyone still can talk politely although we are tired and under pressure...

i hope people will put their foot inside others' shoes...

i hope when people get inside trouble, don't forget to give your hand to them.

i hope people automatic knowing what is the time for joking and what is the time for serious.

i hope people support each others when he/she is down

i hope everyone enjoys

i hope everyone doesn't tension

i hope everyone always smile

i'm not perfect. i also make mistakes but please don't being sarcastic to me. I'm not really good in getting your meaning behind your words. Direct, straight to the point is the best way for me.

i easily get mad when i have not enough sleep and tired. So, i will try my best to control my temper and please control yours too.

i understand that we are tired. when order comes, we do it. don't you try to rest. it's not being fair to everyone. what you doing is called selfish. (remind me when i'm the one who resting)

after a crazy week in USM, some might get sick. we should be understanding. the person who feeling unwell also please informs your superior and not your friends because your friends have not power to let you rest.

what i writing here, it's not only for the people who is related, it's also for me.

i'm the one who got these problems. now, i trying to hypnotize myself.

if you feel offence, i'm sorry...
if you feel i'm right too, thank you...

if you think that i miss something, please do me a favor, fill the blanks


the end :-)

i am weird

I'm not a baby anymore and i'm 22 years old.

maybe you will think that i'm weird.

i can tell you that i am normal.

i just have a different thinking with other people, that's all.

many people think that Chinese New Year should gamble, drink liquor till drunk, visit relatives or friends' house by house, non-stop fireworks and fire crackers for at least 10 mins, have a luxurious dinner till we cannot finish every foods, etc. I just tired of these.

since i have an annual camp soon, my holiday just only 10 days, i prefer to stay at home.

after a crazy exam's attacks, i want a good rest.

if i didn't say boring at home, it isn't a holiday for me.

i hate gamble. Gamble has nothing good...

i hate to drink alcohol. what it does is destroys my liver...

i dislike visiting. main reason is it's quite fake for me... i have nothing to talk with you and you keep on asking me boring questions - girlfriend, academic result, dreams, blah blah blah

i dislike play fire crackers. it's only burns my money and pollutes our mother earth.

i hate the dinner. it kills life and we cannot finish the foods. why we have to eat those dead meat??? after that dinner, 5 days i only eat veges and fruits till my mum mixes the chicken in every dishes. Chinese... loves to waste to show they are generous.

Sigh~~~