my pitiful primary school's life

i seldom tell this story of mine to my friends. it's a nightmare when i was 7. i think by writing it out can help me to grab some braveness and face it. it's in my life. it's with me.

when i was 7. i was studied in a small classroom with 30++ students. my 1st year in primary school. it should be a memorable year. white uniform, short black pants, white stockings, white shoes and a God Damn heavy school bag. the year which a child, Xiao Song Sheng  (小松升）is kidnapped and disappear. Now, we still don't know where he is. MY STORY totally didn't relate with him. i just use it as my story's beginning.

I remember, one day, my class teacher gave a quite low marks on my homework and same as my friend who just sit next to me. i was so upset. i did my best to complete the homework and this is what i can get? then, my friend ( i name him as A) and i were complaining the teacher being unfair. suddenly, i got a silly idea. i said why not we write "teacher eats shit" （老师吃大便）in the textbook? she deserves for shit. A was totally agreed with my idea. then, we kept on laughing for this silly idea.

At the end, i didn't do it. under deep inside my heart, i still know what is "respect". i still respect my teacher although i'm not satisfy with the marks. who will know this will becomes my nightmare in my primary school's life?

i forget the reason and someday i had a quarrel with A. A was kind of angry and he threaten me. he said if i didn't follow what he says, he will tell the teacher and the classmates that i wrote "teacher eat shit" in my textbook. OF COURSE, i have no fear. i didn't do it and what can scare me? i replied him " just do what ever you want to do"  i continue with the never-even-can-be-finish homeworks. 

after 5 mins, the teacher, A and his friends came to my table. teacher asked me angrily why i do this? (the words: teacher eats shit). surely, i defected for myself. i told them that i didn't do it. BUT they don't believe me. A turned to a good student. he claimed he is the good one and i am the bad one. he likes teacher and he is so brave to tell the truth. i also told the teacher about A when we were complaining. i was just joking at that time. i took out the textbook and asked them to check. I AM NOT GUILTY!!!

a girl, friend of A, she said that i can destroy the evidences. after i wrote the words, i can erase it. She took over my textbook and write a few simple words lightly and erased it till not stains at all. she did this in front of  everyone. she wants me to admit that i am guilty BUT I"M NOT! everyone was looking at me, teacher was angry, most of the classmates think that i did it, no one comes to help me or say somethings for me. my nerves broke down and i lost my control. I CRIED, I YELLING to everyone i didn't do it and i am not guilty. the girl crossed her hands in front her chest, watching me crying. A continued pretending that he is the good boy. classmates were watching a drama. teacher get annoyed and ignored me.

i cried for 3 hours, even in the rest time, everyone left me alone in the class. no one talks with me. i had no friends. do you know how hurt is it to a 7 years old boy??? you have no idea!

from that moment, i not easy to trust people. if i treat you like my brother, if i told you that you are my BEST FRIEND face-to-face, you got my believe more than 100%. PLEASE DO APPRECIATE IT... once you lost it, you never get it back....

THINGS DO NOT KILL YOU MAKE YOU STRONGER

Unbalance

through facebook, know that many of my friends are busy with their internship life. they are talking Chemistry and i have nothing to talk. firstly, i seriously have nothing to do in the company and the people there don't know what can let me to do. everyday, wake up in the morning, punch card, wait for lunch, wait for off, online and sleep....

i thought i can learn something from the internship but so far i learn nothing. i rather go back genting to work. at least, the salary is higher. i'm thinking excuse to let me stay in this company for the next 7 weeks.... anyone can helps me to think?

Leisure time after exam part 2

after the fattening meals, i decided to go around Georgetown, the heritage town. first of all, i thinking to visit the Bank Street ( i don't know the actual street's name). i kind of like that place because the building there is British style and when you walk along the street, it will brings you back to the old times.

don't know why... i like this building the most! :-)

i walked slowly and i following the path which i had walked before with my coursemates when we visited the "nyonya baba' house.

anyway, i like this. 

i stepped into Little India area~~~ wow!!! i never been in Little India before.

the floor there always gives me surprise... i like the design on the floor. when i walked on it, i'll feel i'm special. it's like when you walking on red carpet.

Fortune teller... there is a lot of fortune tellers. each fortune tellers might different methods. some will look on your palm, some will ask you to pick a card, some will look on your face, etc. do i believe it??? i believe myself, i do my best and the rest leave it to God.

then, i took out my smartphone started to search where is the hell is Armenian Street located??? One of the best things in Penang is Penang Free Wifi!!! under the big hot sun, stood beside of the main road, kept on scrolling on screen and i gave up. i roughly get where is Armenian Street in Google Map but wait!!! i'm not Penangite, the signs given are useless for me. Never mind, i got a lot of time. On my motor and GO~~~

With my motor, i passed by several places. Unique, beautiful and lovely buildings really catch my eyes. Art = Buildings. AH HA... wait a minute, i saw this before!!! 

thx, Carol. Finally, i arrived!!!! yahoo~~~ actually i know that when night, there will be an event having here. it'll be a handmade market and some road shows. however, i want to experience the peacefulness of this street before it get really crowded.

YES! another surprises, i found this on my friend's blog. His Ang Mo's friend's house. Damn rich man... having a house in Island and it's so antique.

I FOUND U!

i bought somethings for my mum and sis in this unique shop.

this uncle is amazing. from day to night, he keeps playing the things which sound like "chinese Guitar"

I love antique... they are full with memories and time.

In the night, i back here again. this time, i'm not alone!

TA - DA 

WELCOME

Shen~~~

Lee Teng~~~

A very small cafe and it is Green~~ i like green plants

Temples tour starts!

it's beautiful and the price is even more beautiful~~~

the handmade market~~ bought somethings for my lil bro too...

What really surprise me? It's him, Ernest Zacharevic. when i was walking along the street, he was also next to me and i didn't realise.. DAMN IT. however, when i met him again, he was drawing~~~

a last photo before i left the street~~ currently, the most famous drawing in Penang....

leisure time after exam part 1

Thanks to my friend, Lee Chen and her boyfriend, Xiao Lin for bringing Cui Yin and Me to Bukit Tambun for a seafood dinner. I was really relax and happy that night. After the exam, i no need to think how to answer the questions. No more memorizing the notes, formula and points like hell. 

Nice Amra Juice.... but quite expensive~~~~

Kepah~~~ shells is more than the kepah's meat

"lai liu ha" not bad la.... just RM4 per prawn and bit salty for me.

"chu chu" i like its taste... very very very delicious!!!!

"si ham" like like like~~~ hahahaha. my favourite!!! 

OMG~~~~ 

then, we went for 2nd round in dunno where for the famous tomyam....

for me, OK OK only nia....

then, last station USM, IK for sleep~~~ hahahaha

continue part 2 next day